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Departure

不過其實是因為我先害怕錯過所以才不害怕錯過。所以沒有道理不好好活在每一個當下。沒有道理不好好誠懇過這一秒。因為你不知道將會因粗心大意與什麼擦肩而過。所以我不害怕錯過,因為我知道我會好好去過,然後放手讓該記得的記得,還不到時候的就還不到時候。 我不害怕錯過。但我害怕遺忘。遺忘重要而真實的。 所以我每晚都寫下一點東西,我聽過一句話:最淡的墨水勝過最好的記憶。 然而這樣還是不夠。還不夠。 感覺不對勁。 隨著越來越接近營期結束的日子,不對勁的感覺就越來越強烈。 直到這一天早晨,最後的旋轉結束,最後的靜坐。 親愛的,你知道什麼是完全的敞開嗎?敞開,讓所有的都進來。呼吸,讓所有的都經過。然後我們在一起。 這就是我想說的最後的一天。 心不會害怕忘記。 *** 颱風珍珠的尾巴掃過台灣的今天,時晴時雨。我們一行從台北出發,走北宜到蘇澳,經花蓮,再到台東長濱。路有時蜿蜒在山腹裡,有時走在海岸峭壁上,一路反覆旋繞。我從車窗望出去,看見一片深淺不一的綠,也看見像棉花糖一般的雲,還有所謂的碧海藍天──晴藍的天,潮碧的海,海天交界像水彩渲染那樣朦朧不可分辨,模糊深邃,眼睛靜靜看著,慢慢地,心裡微微甘甜。 *** Departure──是告別,也是啟程。 第一篇中我寫無一處不是開始,是的,也無一處不是結束。 於是,我們開始出發。 ◆ It was the last day. It rained slightly. I am never afraid of missing anything. I take everything into my heart carefully--everything I was sensing, hearing, touching and experiencing. All of them become dense memories. I remember all of them very clearly even now. Actually, because I already fear for missing, it's no need to be afraid of missing now. It's no reason not to be present entirely. Because you never know what it will be missed by incaution. I know I will stay every moment carefully, then let go everything-- let things just be as they are. I am not afraid of missing something. But I worry about forgetting--something really important and true. So I wrote a bit thing every nights. Remembering some said that "even the thinnest ink is better than the best memory". Somehow it's not enough...no it's not! I feel something wrong.. The final day came closer my uneasy feeling was getting strong. It didn't stop until this final morning, final whirling and silent sitting. Dear, do you know what "open entirely" is? Be open! Let everything comes in. Keep breathing and let all things pass by. Then we will be One. This is what I want to say in this final day. Heart is never anxious for forgetting. *** It's both rainy and sunny today while Chan-Chu typhoon was passing by. We leaved for Taitung this morning. Our cars went through many mountains. Sometimes the roads are even between mountains and the ocean. I saw from window, it showed plentiful green scenes.Clouds are candyfloss alike. Skyline is melting far away, the flowing view is just like the aquarelle. I watched all of these silently, then sweet feeling came into my heart. *** Departure--it's moment for good bye, start also. In the first essay I mentioned that it's the beginning anywhere. Yes, It's the end anywhere, too. So, let's get going.                                  --English version is translated by Yakini
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